had a thoroughly wretched day.

even wrote a poem about it on my
way home hahahas-

tried to hold a prayer meeting today
but my hopes came to naught
had an important chem test today
and with fear my nerves were fraught-

i dashed to and fro as PW rep
disillusioned; and with no control-
over the the state of my classmates PI
or the horrors PE would hold
(why i d never stop in my 14 rounds of running
i guess no one would really know)

i imagined a world around me
where people despised my every act-
i felt forced to live a life i didnt believe,
a hypocrite, a wreck.

i longed for Your voice today Lord
to soothe with every word.
but all i heard was
the disappointment in my seniors
treating our efforts as dirt-
( i know they love us Lord but
it just seems so hard
how a seemingly ordinary day
could be ruined right from the start)

Lord i m sick of feeling like this
i need your warm embrace so-
to guide and to comfort me
please help this pathetic soul.

all in the short span of a ten minute bus ride.

on a lighter note:
guess what- there are now THREE PW reps
in my CCA ( plus me!)
and even funnier- we all came from the same
class for first three months! ^^
CCA was special today
and GOD thank you for my friends in school
dont know how much i owe them for always
being there, to crap and laugh with